The human mind as we know it has been undergoing a comprehensive shift through rewiring to a new telepathic light grid...what the starbeings refer to as the "information center for 5D processing". This information center houses all the non-polarized energies that we are participating with as we move into higher levels of existence and consequently, higher levels of cognitive reasoning.
Because many more of us are now participating in/with this newly activated communication grid, we are rapidly becoming more conscious of the intricate process that has been taking place, and more capable to understand the inter-working, or data exchange between our new and old servers.
The Science
The rewiring that the unseens have been referring to over the last several years is a complexly layered alchemical, biochemical, electromagnetic and enzymatic process that is responsible for physically restructuring the core impulses of our central nervous system... our conduit to the mainframe of the collective mind.
The human mind is a collective database of thought that, prior to now, used to operate primarily from separation consciousness. The adaptation from separation to unity thinking has been made possible by the shifting planetary magnetics which precipitated the alchemy of global transmutation in accordance with the physical and chemical restructuring of matter within the human brain. For some, this reformatting has been uber-intensively in play since the 8/8 gateway portal and has since been undergoing an unprecedented pituitary (masculine charge)/pineal (feminine charge) merge…or as the Pleiadian High Council says, the sacred marriage of the galactic-human.
As a result of this physical restructuring, our next steps on this divine-human journey involves blending the energy of our long-held intentions with physical matter…of bringing our internal world to our external reality... of merging the divine masculine energy of matter, structure and physical form with the divine feminine energy of inspired cosmic creativity… that same flow of pure creative energy that we have worked tirelessly to anchor into the life, blood and body of this planet for the last several years.
I am hearing that these next six weeks will be actively potent as we undergo the changes needed to make the transition into the material phase of conscious co-creation through divine transfiguration...the process of dying to the past so as to be reborn into a higher expression of consciousness.
Software Upgrade
Co-creation begins and ends with the mind…but from a very different level of processing than we have been accustomed to.
In this 5D framework by which we are now physically wired to operate from & with, we are and will be undergoing a series of diagnostic tests over the next six weeks to ensure that our system hardware functions optimally in preparation for participation with the next dimensional plane of human experience. Those proceeding into the oneness of co-creation have been imported with, and activated by, a new set of commands so as to readjust our level of processing, focus and perceptual awareness to connect with the unity principals of the divine mind.
These diagnostic tests will ensure that we have purged all parts of ourselves that block or impair our ability to become empowered co-creators.
This upgrade to our human-galactic software is a radical opportunity for each of us to discover the state of divine-galactic consciousness that resides within us as part of our genetic lineage and star heritage. For those who feel called to explore these realms of infinite intelligence, we are being invited and wholly permitted to enter through the reconnection of our telepathic potential in what the Pleiadian High Council refers to as "morphogenetic resonance". (more on that below)
Keep in mind that this higher-level exploration of inter-dimensional worlds is not an either/or scenario but more an understanding that every human participates within the collective mind at different and varying levels of integration and that the vibrational breakthru required to access and work within these quantum scalar fields is, in fact, the cosmic entrance to activate the new-human operating system.
Know that those who are not yet ready to move forward will simply…and temporarily... be void of the desire to activate (work with) the newly embedded mathematical codes and algorithms that are a requirement for the divine human template to function…and those ready to work with the magnetic scalar potential of conscious co-creation will feel as tho this next step is indeed a very natural one.
"...those who readily and enthusiastically step into the unknown, we say to you…yes, great things await you, but there is much to learn! This transition is not an idle one, it is an ongoing and very active period of adjustment and learning, planning and preparation, completing and beginning." -PHC
Morphogenetic-Resonance
The PHC mentions that the merging-into-unity process is creating many new and higher-level system functions that will take some practice to utilize with efficiency…mostly, that of fully participating with the intuitive faculties of the new-human template. (in actuality, we are perfecting these higher level functions that we have been working with since the beginning of 2010)
Morphogenetic-resonance is a term they use to describe the telepathic interconnections within the morphogenetic fields (the fluid fields of intelligence that create form) that the new human template is attuned to and creates with. In these fluid (quantum) fields, potential is in its most pure form and responds rapidly to vibrational resonance without the limitations or restrictions of time or space. This means that like-energies in vibrational alignment with each other will create a powerful petri dish of potential for the purpose of expression in physical form.
These quantum fields of potential are pulsating with new possibilities and solutions to our 3d dimensional dilemmas, and will gift us with the many tools we will need to create a very new earth, within a very new reality.
The Demarcation Point
The manifestations that are playing hide and seek with us and begging to burst into physical form are a result of the divinely inspired intentions that collectively began in the year 1999 when, according to the Mayan Calendar, the 8th of 9 levels of evolutionary consciousness (the Galactic cycle) took place. These intentions have gathered and layered the balance and blend of creational energies over the last decade that were required to put forth our new desires, inspirations and in most cases, the actualization of our divine purpose…that which is nothing more or less than to authentically express who we came to this planet to be.
After we emerge on other side of the 6 weeks of diagnostic testing, (read: reflections of our past and old emotional wounds presented to test our ability to remain neutral)....many will begin looking back on this present incarnation as one from a former time and place, a fading memory that is being replaced and infused with new intelligence, concepts, perspectives and new awareness of our higher dimensional capabilities. This growing distance that we are already feeling between our expired life and the new life that is now finding its physical form is a result of crossing the demarcation point mentioned in the last energy update…the mental disconnection from the karmic grid of causal creation, and reconnection to the unity grid of resonance creation that the last two months of Mercury-driven mental reorientation have offered us.
This reconnection resulted in our ability to further unleash ourselves from the grid of polarized thought forms…encompassing the majority of the collective thoughts of others... and for the purpose of reestablishing finite boundaries within our infinite form.
Brain to Heart Intelligence
With solid energetic boundaries firmly in place, the switch from thinking solely with our brain to thinking more with our hearts will become clearly evident. Through the thorough merging and transfiguration into our divine-human form, we are mostly at the phase of allowing ourselves and our lives to be fully directed and orchestrated by our higher intelligence...that which is communicated to us thru our enhanced feeling center and with the accompanying intelligence of our entire physical body.
Yes, the body thinks! It is a holistic organism of extensive communication intelligence and which enables us, at full function, to co-create with the bio-resonance of our fully-integrated spiritual-human biology. (aka, the divine/galactic-human with a 5D operating system)
This new way of thinking with full feeling-based body intelligence is not emotionally driven, as some might think…it is sensation based. It is simply honoring the body's brilliance, thru sensation, and in cooperation with brain-based analysis. It is acknowledging both hemispheres of the brain working in total harmony and seeing our entire biological system as an intelligent participant in collaborative co-creation with Source energy.
Whole-body resonance is the only way to move through the morphogenetic fields and create in the material world based on the total harmonic vibration of all system functions working collaboratively toward the function of the whole. In other words, resonance creation is a result of total vibrational alignment... meaning, sans discrepancy between what we think and what we feel.
This higher level of human creation, derived from morphogenetic resonance, begins with vibrational alignment and results in attraction through the telepathic interconnections between all living organisms. This total harmonic cooperation through frequency is what is responsible for our increasing rate of manifestation as we begin to operate at full power.
Over and Out
The thinking intelligence of every cell of our body has been meticulously aligning with the vibration of our galactic-minded intentions since 1999 and is now physically manifesting within the world of matter. This means that many are coming into complete bio-resonant alignment (mentally, emotionally & physically) to put our full power and focus...without blocks or distractions...on creating the external expression of our absolute and authentic selves.
"These are exciting times and the result of all that you have diligently worked for. We leave you the reminder that this will be a very active period with much to resolve, learn and discover as each of you consciously close the gap between your past and future while bridging your new experiences within the playground of resonance creation."- PHC
Until next time,
Lauren
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I'm so looking forward to reading this, Lauren.
ReplyDeleteI just want to repeat my comment on the discussion that's been going on, posted pretty much simultaneously with the notification that the new energy alert was here. Shapeshifter, SW, Coach Cathy, I couldn't agree more. Kay
Thank you, Lauren!!! As always - timely, educational and comforting...
ReplyDeleteSeraphimgirl
lauren this post makes so much sense.its your best ever post.i like the fact that our bodies think!! i never knew that.
ReplyDeletei have been bombarded with these energy shifts lately and affects my emotions,lots of crying and headaches.wondering when all this will end or does it? many blessings!! marylen
Lauren and the PHC, thank you for the welcoming message, I release my past so that I may embrace the new world with much Love. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteyayyyy ive been waiting for this :D Thank you Lauren!! xx
ReplyDeletei'm actually a little more confused now than before i read this. im a bit lost. how do i get to this point?
ReplyDeletenever mind i get it.
ReplyDeletenice
ReplyDeletewe are moving towards oneness of mind and body and spirit
and we are all moving towards the collective
the one in many
the many in one
namaste
Zach
hmmm. well. it's definitely what I'm going through, but I still feel like this message needs to be brought down to earth some for me to really get it. I'm still a little baffled.
ReplyDeleteYahoo!!! YABA DABA DOO!
ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren! It's been a long haul...
Let the light in and lets play!!
Love and peace
Thank you - I get you, Lauren.
ReplyDeleteThis new telepathic energy-grid is amazing!! As you said, at this point we can finally look back and see why & what was going on for all those years of horrific purgings. It's a weird experience, isn't it, because you smile in sympathy at your former self - yes, it WAS painful - but when you compare our pitiful 3D-darkened state then, with this re-unified state, you think 'I would have crawled over broken glass for three miles to get here, no question!' :)
That makes intuitive sense - that all parts of us operate as one entity in this state: the body, mind and heart. Thanks for explaining that to us. (I sort of knew it, but it really helps, the way you put these things into words, it's like 'Aha! Yes, that's it', and then we can cooperate with the process, instead of standing there dumbly, wondering what the heck is going on. Thank you again. Have a happy day!
Barbara
Thank You Lauren and the PHC, I always look forward to reading these. You have been a tremendous help.
ReplyDeleteKudos, blessed Lauren. I agree, this might be the best ever post. Your clarity is as brilliant as your mind. Endless thank you's for your experience and your expression.
ReplyDeleteLauren, I love your post. Each read makes me feel a little bit better and little bit better. HOWEVER, I am feeling a bit disconcerted by my habits of late. I have spent years raising my vibration through study, travel to sacred sites, hosting spiritual gatherings, teaching yoga and the like. I have recently gone through a brutal divorce from a man I loved deeply, moved twice, put my last child in college and now find mySelf immersed in habits that I have never know mySelf to participate in... seemingly judged as Self defeating habits of the 3D world. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?? I am so hard on mySelf, and have no idea WHO I AM or WHY I AM right now? I am so ready to transcend all that I find so heavy, confusing, and self defeating in my world right of late and wonder if all my spiritual discipline over the years has been for naught. I know I am putting mySelf on a grenade by posting this, but feel I need reassurance that I won't be 'Left Behind'. Fear talking, I know... It's unfamiliar to me as my habits of late. For folks responding to this, please, I ask for kindness, compassion and understanding as berating and belittling has been my bedfellow of late. Blessings. Deborah
ReplyDeleteThank you Lauren, and all!
ReplyDeleteI feel pretty much this way. From one moment to the other, I am able to manage with my profound wounds, and my instinct desires. Not reacting! Letting go the "position" I held thru lives. Breathing, breathing, breathing, letting go. Not easy but some times affordable.
Besos y abrazos,
rín
Since we are in a calibration period....is there a place to go to get tweaked or do we have to tweak ourselves....and I think I just answered my own question while typing and am already there.....
ReplyDeleteAs Always, and, All Ways, Thank You Lauren. Best Wishes and Abundant Love unto Us All.
ReplyDeleteNamaste, Cathi
Lauren, you are magnificent! How do you do it?
ReplyDeleteThis week I noticed myself shift again. I can't find the drama within me, and I'm feeling so centred. It's so weird!!! But brilliant. And now you've explained why! Again! Thank you, thank you, thank you!
With lots of love,
Liza
Well I eagerly await the calm centered and balanced place some are in, and hope to be able to remove all the blocks that keep me from it.
ReplyDeleteAwesome post Lauren, honestly I like your personal ones best, but these from you and the PHC are very informative and wonderful even though a tad over my head at times, that's why I read them with my heart, and can usually get the drift.
Deborah,,,,I HEAR YOU sister, I'm there as well, and I'm hoping it's just our letting go of these things. Sometimes they get stronger and more in our face just as they are ready to leave, or I should say just when we are ready to let them go!
As always, thanks Lauren, you are the awesomnest!! Love making up new words! Hee!
Love to all,
Bobbi
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteI so absolutely "get" what you refer to in this post. I've been experiencing the birthing of it since about mid Aug but most definitely it kicked into high gear in Sept. There is a whole new level with which to experience from. One that is far more familiar to us than we realize. When you feel the "dissonance" between thinking and feeling, you surrender to it and allow the natural process of "rebalancing thru resonance" to occur and then wow...watch out...the potential bubbles that twirl around you will be off the charts. Oh heck, Lauren said it much better with this quote:
"Whole-body resonance is the only way to move through the morphogenetic fields and create in the material world based on the total harmonic vibration of all system functions working collaboratively toward the function of the whole. In other words, resonance creation is a result of total vibrational alignment... meaning, sans discrepancy between what we think and what we feel.
This higher level of human creation, derived from morphogenetic resonance, begins with vibrational alignment and results in attraction through the telepathic interconnections between all living organisms. This total harmonic cooperation through frequency is what is responsible for our increasing rate of manifestation as we begin to operate at full power."
Yea, what she said. I'm totally living it. And like someone else said above, you would totally crawl thru miles of glass just to taste this. I feel like a kid in a candy shop sampling sweet bubbles of potentials that have only yet just begun. THIS is what I CAME HERE FOR!
thanks lauren..i get what your saying and thank you..i think the 6 weeks more mark got me though..its not your fault..i was just hanging on the triple date portal to shift a big shift out of here..so im not sure if you mean that that will only take place after the 6 weeks..can we continue to hang on?..im seeing myself moving and am sorting my belongings out..i dont have anywhere to go..but im manifesting...its the slump in energy and this intense energy of the last few days that has thrown me..and usualy your message helps move me out of that..but i cant seem to feel it...i think i just need to wade through this energy and re read it again.. thank you,i knew there would be a post from you when i woke up... your channeling is so accurate..what a gift..with love to all..toddy
ReplyDeleteLauren, You have outdone yourself again!
ReplyDeleteThis surpasses the many stages you have articulated for so many, before.
Thank you, Lauren! The clarity helps so much in navigating and orienting.
Love,
Nimueh
Phoenix
Thank you Bobbi for your kind words of support. I keep thinking about the word "Wholeness" and seeing that within the wHOLE there is the word HOLE. Perhaps it's the 'judgement' of the hole(s) ie. not so nurturing habits as in my case of late.. in my Wholeness, that creates the separation, rather to honor that we are Whole/Holy Aspects of the Divine.... all things. All are Whole/Holy, no matter where they are in this evolutionary process. One thing for sure is, I would no longer judge another person by their seemingly less than desirable persona... Never know what Ascended Master is lurking in the 'shadows'. A dear friend and amazing intuitive suggests that I am experiencing such things in order to relate to many which have such habits. I teach many things, not because I have mastered them, but because I AM mastering them.
ReplyDeleteIt is not about understanding, but resonating with your pure state of being. We are wired to receive data. Not to pass judgment on the very breath we take or the mental concepts we create. We are here to allow the magnificence of the universe to unfold. Where your attention is there you are, what your attention is upon you become. We can become co-creators or whine about what we created for ourselves. We can receive or deceive the choice is in your hands
ReplyDeleteA breath of fresh air indeed.
ReplyDeleteKeep your chin up Todd. I didn't know when I woke up, however, I had a flash of a new post this evening. Checked and there it was. Pretty groovy and it made me smile. Of course you could be in Australia and your morning is my evening. Onward and Upward!
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteI've been reading some of your posts because I feel push to do so. This one it's absolutely beautiful and amazingly I understand it. Hope it's a good thing. Thank you! and much love.
Yaneth
craig, yes australia..im cool..weve been riding these waves long enough so whats 6 weeks in the whole scheme of things..take care.toddy
ReplyDeleteI am READY for testing and I welcome the next 6 weeks! Bring it on!
ReplyDeleteI've been feeling like crap for the last week or two - just really moody, unbelievably fatigued (yet can't always sleep), fears, major anxiety/physical stress, and to top it all off I'm FAT which just makes me hate myself... I don't know how I suddenly go from normal to fat but I can't even look at my ass and thighs right now without feeling self-hatred. I didn't change my eating habits, if anything I'm eating less and also drinking less alcohol. I hate this process so much. Anyone else in a similar boat?
ReplyDeleteI tried to read this post but it didn't make too much sense to me, I skimmed through the last part because I was in a hurry. I often have trouble with the more science-y ones, alas!
Sorry guys, wish I could write something more upbeat but unfortunately I'm just not there right now... story of my life... what I'm hoping is that this is old stuff (yet again) arising for me to look at, for the bajillionth time...
Hi Ava,
ReplyDeleteMy sense about what you are going through is that your higher self has created exactly what is necessary for you to discover how to love yourself ALWAYS, and THROUGH EVERYTHING unfolding in your life.
I think you actually hit on this exactly in your post, not just from the obvious statements you made about the self hatred you are feeling, but that you are doing NOTHING on the physical level to create the extra weight. Everything that is happening to create the weight is arising from the non-physical level with the goal to help you learn to love yourself NO MATTER WHAT. Yes, it is REALLY HARD WORK. But it's incredibly powerful and rewarding when you make it through to the other side.
I tell you this because I've been where you are (and not very long ago), though for me as a man, the conditions that showed up were different. But the effect was the same... self-hatred and seeing myself as a failure. Once I saw how perfect it was that I created the perfect situation to push my "self hatred" button, I was able to begin turning it around.
What can you do to move from self-hatred to self-love? Start by loving your self for the gift of growth you have offered yourself.
And know this: everyone out here in lightworker land loves you for your courage, heart and soul. Bodies can change easily. The "work" you are doing?... that's tough stuff.
Richard
Hello Everyone,
ReplyDeleteWell it has been, and stil, is a hard week for me too, like everythings coming back to me that I thought I was over with. Feeling a bit depressed and insecure about myself, finance and much more! Ava, I recgognise your story about gaining weight! Thank you Richard for explaining this so clear!!
Love to all of you out here!
Noor,
Amsterdam the Netherlands
Cheers everybody...
ReplyDeleteI have been getting a few emails from people who are feeling anxiety because this article is seemingly "going over their heads" and I wanted to comment in case others are feeling the same way.
Don't be dismayed if the words are boggling your brain, or if you can't find the mental clarity to digest em. Their not important. What's important is the energy emitted from the article which will alter you regardless.
The PHC, and all the starbeings for that matter, transfer VERY scientific and "galactic-minded" concepts to me...and believe it or not, this article is dummied down in my own words...tho admittedly, it can sometimes take me a few days to fully absorb or comprehend what I am being given.
So keep in mind that if you don't "get it" its not a test, but you may find that revisiting it in a week or so may have a completely different impact after you've had a chance to integrate the energy of the article.
But whatever... its not the mind that matters, its the heart. Our brain is just a bonus.
hope this helps,
Lauren
Thank you Lauren!
ReplyDeleteAs always, absolutely perfect timing! I've been very ill for about 5 weeks now, and doctors have been baffled. Last night I was told to meditate (which I had let slide for a very long time) and I worked on a Chakra clearing. I was definitely "clogged" up. I felt that the blockage had prevented any recent downloads, and in clearing them I was absolutely infused with energy throughout my whole body. When I ended the session, I felt very strongly that you had posted an update...and there you were, to further clarify what I had been feeling! Thank you, thank you!
Alice
Thank you Lauren your message is/seems logic to me so I am looking foreward to the devellopment :=)))))))))))))
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Fillip
Richard, thanks so much for your kind and thoughtful response! I really appreciate it. Fat may seem like a "surface" or superficial issue but those of us who have struggled with it for most of our lives know that it is symbolic of much deeper currents... for me it is definitely equated with lack of self-worth, guilt, shame, and again, self-hatred. It reminds me of when I was 11 and all of the kids at school made fun of me, nobody wanted to be my friend, even my mother sided with them and tried to pay me to lose weight, I never had a boyfriend throughout high school, etc etc... again this may sound "childish" but it's clear that all these years later, a part of me is still trapped in the past, trapped in the pain of that era and believe it or not this negative self-perception has shaped my view of the world and myself since that time. Hopefully by writing about this it will encourage others to share (if they want to) about their own deeper wounds... maybe if we can say "it's okay, we still love you" to each other and to ourselves, we can start to heal this...
ReplyDeleteOkay getting emotional now! Thanks to such a great community. You guys rock. Xo's
Is anyone else having problems vertigo/dizziness?? Nothing seems to be wrong otherwise, but the walls move around for awhile when I lie down or bend over too long.
ReplyDeleteThanks,
Thank you, RDMiller - Richard, for your words... in fact they made more sense to me than this entire aricle, sorry, Lauren. I think the problem with these starbeings is that they have no concept of how it is "down" here and what we go through in this process. Like Richard says I have learned that this is about Self-Love more than anything, and the hardest thing for me has NOT been to accept my light, but my "darkness" and ego self. I have come to understand "Ascension" as only acceptance of the dark, unconscious parts of ourselves, our separated selves and woundedness. It is far harder than it sounds. This article made me doubt that I would ever make it even after so very many years of hard spiritual work. I think all of us will get access to 5D, if we have done our healing work and have worked through our karma so we are karma-free and most of all if we have achieved self-love. Camilladk
ReplyDeleteWell, some of the ugly statements that some brave lightworkers posted gave me the courage to writte it down... my onw last experiences along the last month. It all begun when i was peacefully sitting, in perfect harmony making my things when i got just boring with some results, just a little, but then, sudenlly, i had the light my "new auric calibrated camp" completely wiped out, zero, in a blink! then... the paranoia came. That put me in an obssessive investigation journey through the internet, to find what "supposelly" could be the explanation of my bizarre "suspicious" intuition.
ReplyDeleteI ended up crashing in a video-interview with some metaphysition (more then 3hs explanation) who "exposed" in details how the whole solar sistem (including Earth and ourselvels) would be sukced through a death science mechanics - black hole, created billions of years ago by some mega fallen angels, which now (in the next few years)would be closing the final alignments of their master plan: to eat us and mother earth, ('cause they don't have more connection with the Source, so...)
Well, no need to say that this experience was my meeting with a profound and old wound that put me down in complete depression. I felt all the sorrow in the world...
But then, one night i made my decision,
to return to a neutral position regarding good and evil and dualities in general. That night i dream of i was carrying a baby and climbing a hill that was suddenly surrounded. By flooding waters, but we stood there safe and dry (and the baby now was a little cat).
I red the awesome Lauren's entire text and tasted it as something i thought i had lost forever, you know...let's take a deep breath and may we all get there when this last ilusions get finally dissolved!
I hope this exposure helps someone in some way,
thank you Lauren! Thank you brothers and siters...i'm back again...lol!
ReniGarden - Brasil
This commentary section is uninteresting compared to Lauren's last commentary section. I miss the interesting exchanges that occurred in the last commentary section.
ReplyDeleteRichard's comments don't resonate with me at all. They sound very much like someone who isn't go through anything. If you are going through this process you know the sense-of-self becomes a blur and the sense of who you are becomes much more than the name you once knew. The whole concept of self-love has absolutely nothing to do with this process because through this process the concept of I or me doesn't really exist anymore. I no longer feel like the person I used to be. Who am I really? I don't feel as though this is my body. I feel less emotional and more detached from this world every day that passes. In fact the whole idea of self-love seems like some silly idea from one of those silly self-help books from those people with big egos that think they have the answers.
You're very nice at writing Lauren and it's a pleasure reading these writings of yours but I honestly don't believe you are communicating with aliens and I don't believe anything will improve for anyone in 6 weeks. Just another carrot for those of us getting symptoms and financial lacking.
From my experience and from those I know who are getting symptoms we'll all have to look at abundance differently. Those of you like myself who are getting symptoms know when you apply for jobs you don't get them. Those of you like myself who are getting symptoms know you can't keep anything in your mind and you can't even remember anything from just a minute ago. Those of you like myself who are getting symptoms can barely get out of bed in the morning and even cleaning the bathroom once in a while can put you out for days. You don't think about the past or future anymore. You have no desires other than the desire for more sleep.
Don't listen to people who wanna come off as gurus. Listen to yourself. You know best!
Hello George! Back for more disruption. I'm not sure Lauren can do anything to block you from here, but that would be my suggestion. Not that your presence concerns me. I'm prepared to deal with you as before, using your own words to show that your take on things is simply not consistent with the great majority of people here. Of course, we're all wrong...
ReplyDeleteYou have intense, lasting, and painful symptoms for one reason only, and that is because you have not yet fully addressed the underlying issues that the symptoms are there to draw your attention to. So they will stay with you until you do. But of course, you'll just argue that you have these intense symptoms because you're REALLY on the path doing the hard work. Anyone else who doesn't, must be fooling themselves.
So it makes sense to you that after someone has completed much of their necessary inner work, the same symptoms persist? Right...
Richard
Richard,
ReplyDeleteI'm your shadow self - here to deflate that ego of yours. I'm your worst nightmare Richard because I represent that part of you you're desperately hiding from others. You want to come off as someone whose shit doesn't stink but you're leaving a smell that I can smell all the way down here in the south. You are a conman and a fraud. Reading some books Richard doesn't make you an expert. Just means you've accumulated more nonsense. The key Richard is in the not knowing. Once you get to the place where you realize you don't know shit is when you have arrived Richard. You've still got your head up your ass I'm afraid.
You don't even know anything about my symptoms Richard because you aren't getting them yourself. My partner who has a different background and is from a different culture has the same exact symptoms as I do. We share reverse birthdays numerically and we have completely different upbringings and body types. So much for your theory LOL. We both started getting our head stuff where everything around us looks fake or like props on a stage on the same day in Vancouver back in 2005. That was the beginning and it has accelerated.
There is nothing Richard that needs to be done. All of us who have these symptoms just started getting the symptoms one day. We did nothing to start these symptoms. They started all on their own. Everything happens naturally Richard. The emotional processing/releasing. There is no manual. There is nothing to do other than let it run its natural course. But you would know that Richard if you were experiencing what we're experiencing.
Problem for you Richard is you can't understand something you aren't experiencing. You aren't in our bodies so you can't know what we're experiencing. You assume alot for someone who knows nothing. I believe people who are experiencing these symptoms know better.
This shift doesn't involve doing anything but letting it happen. There is nothing to control and there are no mantras or exercises that are gonna make things better. But once again I'm explaining something to someone who can't possibly understand that.
My partner read your responses and started laughing. He said you sound like an arrogant person always needing to know what is going on. He says you are the sort that will fall apart with a major calamity.
George,
ReplyDeleteThe difference between you and me is that I don't attack you. I don't tell you you are a fake. I don't tell you you you are not experiencing what you claim.
If nothing else, your denigrating, disrespectful tone says a great deal about where you are in your process.
That's all I need say.
Richard
George,
ReplyDeleteYour perception of my writings are being denigrating and disrespectful is your perception.
I am the way that I am Richard. There is no way of acting or behaving other than by being your authentic self.
I'm not very good at playing pretentious spiritual. Never was very good at pretending.
Like I said before. This process leads to a gradual processing and releasing of negative emotional charges from the past which eventual leads to feeling neutral with no sadness, anger, worry or fear.
The perfect human is an oxymoron. I still feel anger sometimes but I feel no more sadness, fear or worries and most of my anger has to do with the physical discomfort I'm feeling along with the financial nonsense of this illusion.
I can't make you feel or perceive things a certain way. Your perception of my post as denigrating or disrespectful has all to do with your negative emotional kaka which is also why you have a big imbalanced ego.
EGO = knowingness. Loss of ego = not knowing. EGO = beliefs. Loss of ego = loss of beliefs. EGO = Richard. Loss of ego = who am I?
Apologies for spelling errors. My mind functions poorly and spelling and communication is a problem.
ReplyDeleteGeorge should read Richard lol
Also wanted to say that these new age forums and blogs etc. are problematic because you have all different sorts of people on here.
ReplyDeleteYou have people who have been getting symptoms for a long time and financial lacking.
You have people who have been getting symptoms for a short time and are just experiencing financial issues.
You also have "3D'ers" who are not getting symptoms who read channelings and are love and lighters who believe in the planetary shift and the new earth but they're experiencing no financial difficulties.
You also have people who went through some sort of experience themselves years ago that has nothing to do with what is currently happening.
That's the problem. Many people with different experiences.
That's not a place for big egos. We don't need people telling us what is what.
For those of us like me we're just here for comraderie and sharing with those like us and believe me we know when there are others like us. They know there is nothing they can do. There is nothing to control.
You are the one Richard that imposed your "supposed knowing" on me. I didn't ask for it and I don't want it yet you persisted.
I have been long enough in this process where I realize I'M MY OWN GURU and noone has any answers.
Hi BJ,
ReplyDeleteI do hope your vertigo/dizziness has passed.
I am not having that to bad at this time...more 3rd eye and head pain,ears ringing.... but I do know what your going through, as I have had that big time in the past.
Try motion sickness pills if it keeps up, that has helped me in the past and try 7up/ lemon sour and soda crackers for the "pukie" feeling that comes with it.
Hang in there...this too will pass
Love and peace
Hi All,
ReplyDeleteBoy oh Boy, Girl oh Girl, the energies sure are pulsing aren't they?! There is no question we are feeling and feeding them through our fields of the whole. Here in Canada it is our Thanksgiving weekend, and I want to take this opportunity to extand my Thanks and Gratitude unto us all for so beautifully (with deep apprection it does not always 'appear' beautiful!!), courageously~ completely Lovingly following and embracing the call of our hearts of Our Heart. Thank You for Be-ing a part of this incredible journey with me. You and your sharing at times truly was/is the heaven sent Blessing that helped me to keep on. Lauren, Thank you so much for gifting us this place to gather.
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone. With Love, Namaste, Cathi
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteYour post is SO helpful! I read about the six weeks of diagnostic testing and thought, 'Fine, that's OK. I really don't think much could pull me down now, for longer than a few seconds.'
Today, a small incident triggered a worry, and within seconds my imagination took off like a runaway train! 'What if this happens, or that happens?!' I was startled - 'Wow, what's going on? I haven't experienced fear like this for years!' One horrific possible scenario after another presented itself, in full technicolor. Three minutes into this waking-nightmare, I suddenly remembered your words:
'...old emotional wounds presented to test our ability to remain neutral.' Aha! So I examined the fear, & had a little talk with myself ('Well, if x happens, then I'll do this, and if y happens then blah blah blah....and I have trust that *whatever* happens, it will be for the highest good.' I got back into neutral again. (It felt like singlehandedly stopping a rampaging elephant, lol. :)) A few minutes later, the situation that had sparked this, just resolved itself. I thought I'd share this in case anyone else has something come out of left field like that....they really ARE testing how well or not our newly-wired systems work!
Ava,
ReplyDeleteSo many of us have experienced the same past, try to resonate with us being there with you, loving you now in a time whilst we are aware of your passages. These passages have brought you through the understanding of what it feels like to be treated in such a manner and how to still love others unconditionally. You are truly a beautiful soul developing. Try one thing to help yourself, I realize it works for me. Follow the truth of your life, think Christ and respond the same way. This should help you. All my love and understanding,
Rae~Rae
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteI have been following along for some time but did not know how to post responses, but after reading how beautiful the people are I found out how to respond and share.
First, you have blessed us with your gift of love, for it is only that and truth that brought you to us. Thank you with all my heart.
Second, If anyone is having issues, the opposition present is only to aid us in recognizing what no longer serves us but to access that awareness of our actions or words, and thoughts.
May we all come together as we rejoice our new lives and thank the divine for the divine plan of life.
Love reaching out!
Rae~Rae
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteOne more thing, i totally got your article as I understand and already was waiting for your post. In fact, i told myself i need to check to see if she posted something new. I hadn't checked in over a week and there u were.
The mental disconnection, got it, it is definitely happening with me, what a blessing. I want to help everyone by mentioning to no longer think of your painful pasts, let them go, stay focused in the present and keep the joy coming in the moments of the ways you find them. You won't be sorry, this is where Christ is giving us a firm place to stand. Your ill past has no power as it does not serve you any longer, detach from it NOW for it will be a fading memory and you will become better for it.
Remember also the only way to get through this is thru unconditional love, love your fellow peeps and above all practice forgiveness.
One saying goes: Do you know how much Christ loves you? About a 100 more times than you love your own children. In that is forgiveness for all your past mistakes, be Christ-like and forgive your brother and yourself for your ways will follow you surely.
Light & Love,
Rae~Rae
Rae,
ReplyDeleteThat was so sweet of you! Thank you very much... I truly appreciate your words. I am kind of a soft/vulnerable space right now. I haven't always been this way as some people here may know, I've partaken in a few "disputes" in this forum too but lately I find myself less reactive than I was even a month ago... which is not to say it might not come back again, but I'm just not being triggered into anger as often. I can feel the difference in energies, too. I see an opportunity to go back to the old responses and then my new thought process says, "well, I could... but is it really worth the effort?" Hahaha maybe it is just the sheer exhaustion talking! I slept well over 10 hours last night for no apparent reason!
My mother today was talking about her own body/weight. I heard her say, "I've lost 3 pounds but I'm still disgusted with myself and the way I look right now. I really can't stand it. I can't believe I let myself get this way, it's unacceptable" etc etc with the same things she's been saying for decades. My thoughts went, "well that must mean that I should feel that way too since I am also overweight right now" and another thought was, "why don't I defend myself, argue with her, tell her she's wrong, tell her not to talk like that, tell her that's self-defeating" but then my new "tired" self said, "you know what? Just let her think what she wants to think. You don't have to agree with her. In fact, you can choose to like your body and not worry about the fat. Eat the junk food if you're craving it. What's the big deal, anyway? Pretty sure you can handle rejection by now, you've been living with it for so long..." and I must admit, there is something very comforting about that. It's like I've just gotten too tired to fight with myself or with other people.
George, I do see what you're saying about not talking down to one another and not thinking that one of us knows what's best for another, and I agree with that. I wouldn't agree that I'm necessarily losing my sense of me as a person, but as you say, we are all different and I do think all of us experiences this process in our own ways, some moer similar to others, some not. Richard's words to me didn't bother me, but I hope you guys can work it out.
Time for bed!
(Part II)
ReplyDeleteWhat's strange is also we can see the programming of everyone we meet and we can see the mental illness of everyone we meet. It's like Tolle said the nature of ego = insanity. Well it's uncomfortable for us because we can see what everyone is up to..meaning we can see through their bullshit. We can see what problems they have and the solutions to their problems especially what personality disorder they have. Everyone is mentally ill in this illusion. The nature of ego = insanity. It's as though we're one big mentally ill collective mind.
What's happening with what's going on on the planet (I believe) is that people are releasing their negative emotional charges and there is an ego death involved. I believe everyone at different stages in process. But eventually the mental illness goes and you are left feeling neutral with no emotions. Why? Because emotions are from the ego. Feelings are something else.
Not only do my partner and I have this head stuff where everything looks fake but we have heart noises followed by gas which is processing/transmuting energies but we also have a myriad of other symptoms. It's as though we're visiting these bodies. We don't feel like the person we once were. If I were to use my real name I would feel silly because I'm not that person anymore. I've become BEYOND FORM AND MIND if you understand what I'm saying. These hands as I type seem to be someone else's hands.
Our minds don't work well anymore so we forget things and communication with others is difficult. The good part about that is we don't have racing thoughts and don't worry or obsess about anything and we don't do the ego thinking about past or future. We forget what happened even 1 minute ago.
In fact we are constantly walking around in a dream state. We're exhausted the minute we get up. We bump into things and can't remember things...can't add or subtract...can't think about anything otherwise it hurts our heads...
I could go on and on with symptoms but it's unique to both of us many of the symptoms and I'm now getting very tired. Thanks for your response.
Hi Ava,
ReplyDeleteThanks for your kind words. I agree with what you said. I'm just not interested in listening to people who think they have the answers. After going through our most severe symptoms 6 years I've had many many people thinking they have the answers and I've had to listen to their garbage. Not interested anymore. Their "help" is not asked for and it's their egos interested in "helping" more than anything. My partner and I know best what is going on. We're in our bodies and not Richard.
As someone who emails last night said and this is a quote: "Everyone on this journey is facing all these stuff but the antidote is
surrender – let go otherwise you suffer twice for the angels or…no longer paying attention to our cries." That's what my partner and I have learned. When we try and control we get discomfort and everything is pulled away from us poof poof poof. We've learned not to try and control and when we try and do anything it's taken away from us. It's really strange.
We feel neutral all the time. No anger, sadness, fear or worry. What we do feel all the time are other people's emotions. Let me explain. We believe we are energy processors/transmuters. We get these heart sounds that are really loud all day. They sound like stomach sounds followed by gas. We take in the higher energy and get rid of the lower energies. Whenever we are around people we pick up their emotions. If someone has a headache we get their headache. If someone has a stomach ache we get their stomach ache. When the lower energies leave we also feel the lower energy negative emotions of the collective also. Those are the days I "roar like a lion" because it's uncomfortable.
(Part II above)
For some reason my Part I post was deleted and I reposted it below Part II...strange.
ReplyDeletePlease Ava read Part I below Part II first
Thank you, George. I know what you are saying. You described it so well.
ReplyDeleteI feel everything. I feel the energies around people, even when they are not in my presence.
I no longer plan anything. I shift in split seconds and I am always a different person, sometimes it happens several times a day. My mind is no longer programmed, no longer slowing me down. I use my mind for entertainment. I have new thoughts and I see through the illusion. To get to this place I walked through terror. Every day I had to make the choice to live in the illusion or to live outside of it not knowing where I would end up. Now I can only be here fully, no past, no future.
There is only one upset, the loss of the present. I find that reality is always kind and the present is overflowing with abundance.
Heh The Weekly Carrot,
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for your kewl response. Damn that is right on what you're saying!!
Yeah it's like one minute I say I won't be posting and the next minute I change my mind and post. It's as though I'm everyone and everything and I go from neutral mostly to picking up on other's emotions and I become a "tornado that leaves no survivors"
I see beyond all illusions YES...I can contemplate this being a "prison maybe of our own creation or of someone else's creation". I can contemplate this being like Dark City and we're microchipped and manipulated into falling for more illusions like the "new beautiful planet earth". I can see myself as the first waver who is transmuting the energies..I can see myself as the wanderer or the traveller. Who the fuck am I really?
My partner and I are switching names. We have no 3D identification anymore. They've all but expired and we don't resonate with our previous names. That's why I chose George as in George Washington.
It's strange but I have access to the imprints of "Bryan" and I can behave like "Bryan" but really I am now much more than that but I'm also NO-THING at the same time. It's so strange or surreal.
It's as though this is my movie and I'm sitting in the middle of this spinning vortex around me and I can get caught up in it but most of the time stay out of it or I'll get dizzy. Sometimes I can see how I'm creating all of this around me..the characters..how they reflect me...
But you understand I can see. My mind can go all over the place off onto other tangents and I can contemplate all and nothing. I am everything and nothing. What am I doing walking around in this dream?
You're right. To get to this place we walked through terror. I cried tears and then no more tears. I felt fear until one day no more fears. I don't have the negative charges from the "Bryan's" past. I can view the images but they hold no attachment anymore. The future I never think about.
It's funny watching people especially. LIke little caricatures running around "like chickens with their heads cut off"..not even present in their bodies..what's weird is to see someone crying now..it's so strange...that has gotta be one of the strangest things to see..
I don't like picking up on people's shit but I've never been able to stop it...I pick it up and throw it back at them...kind of mirroring..especially if their energy nauseates me...
Often I even get sick of hearing myself blah blah blah...like I need to STFU already..you know...but this shift has become my existence and I don't know where we're going
It's like I've "pulled myself out of the egoic character role" and I'm observing this illusion from the outside.
I told everyone since my 20s I would die at 40. That's when I got my severest of symptoms. I also have told everyone at some point my partner and I will "pull ourselves completely out of this movie we are in"...we shall see?!
Thanks for your post. Nice!
The Energies are really revving – looks promising.
ReplyDeleteI once more had to put on my shades – dust (steam) instead of sun rays.
We should become experts in Observing, Equanimity, ..…
Ascension is not an isolated event – it is a unified, synchronized whole; it is intricately tied to the karmic grid – they are complementary. These two aspects determine our new working point – platform. The karmic process would normally function without ascension and not vice versa. Ascension is a different design to accomplish the karmic cycle without going through death as we know it. Ascension symptoms therefore would vary (number, type, magnitude) in sympathy with our karmic loads. It is for this reason that this project is directed through a common management – ascension proper/soul contract. Life would supposedly become unbearable were it not for this kind of harmonization.
A sample of some symptoms:
Bloating in all its colors is for example an expansion of our system in order to accommodate more current – energy (the bigger the capacity of a battery accumulator, the more energy it can store - manipulate), heat/cold flashes is due to an abrupt rise and fall of vital current – current waves, disruptive sleep patterns is caused by the high energy flow into our brains for processing and ringing in the ears is the result of an extended band of frequencies resulting from Intermodulation products between this new frequency band/standing waves - blocked/stagnant/stray energy thereby yielding lots of harmonics and side bands previously inaudible but now featuring because of our improved range of audible sounds (colors, smell, etc).
tom.
George,
ReplyDeleteYes, to see someone crying is so weird now! It's not that you're looking at them with contempt, but you feel like a different species. I have the same feeling if I try to remember my own past....I can't do it, it's like watching a movie - a boring one, lol - about a very strange creature who walked around calling herself 'Barbara'. This might be what Lauren meant by 'BA / AA'. To say there's no identification with that past person is an understatement! It's more like: that whole ego-edifice, named 'me' was just an illusion, it didn't even really exist.
Barbara
Heh Barbara,
ReplyDeleteYeah even if I'd try to cry I couldn't.
The lady we live with cries alot because she has OCPD and she gets exhausted from trying to control everything..so anyways she'll get into crying days...I just look at her when she's crying like a baby and I find it so strange and rather sad and pathetic. I usually give her a hug sort of robotically but I honestly find it uber strange. Just like you said like they're a different species...I see everything she does..her lining up her jars..her hording..all that strange OCPD behaviour she thinks she's hiding and I can see everything..ughhh
I find this whole movie we are in super boring...Really I'm only interested in being in the mountains in a log cabin with some imported european food...those are my 2 things that make this illusion tolerable..for the rest I honestly could leave tomorrow...
Even saying my name "Bryan" doesn't feel right anymore. It's as though we came from above and stuck our essence in these bodies...and the ego is like a helmet that traps us in illusion and we've taken off the helmet...
You know I'm so glad for your post..it's so nice that someone understands it and I'm not just stuck picking my nose and staring at the wall...I can talk to my partner about it 'cause he understands it but really I'm glad we're not the only ones going through this.
I told the people we live with that we don't feel emotions like they do anymore. They just stare at me lol...That's what I mean't by telling people who can't possibly understand what I'm talking about...I'm just wasting my time even trying to explain it to people not going through it.
Just gonna start calling myself Mr. Nothing. Who gives a rat's ass? lol
And now I really understand what EGO is...I can see it in others and it's not nice to see...the constant need for telling about themselves..the constant being in the past or future...constant "I I I" talk...constantly running around doing stupid stuff...like here on the weekends all the married folk every weekend are out mowing their lawns and doing yard work...it's so funny..Constantly needing to argue beliefs or convince you of their beliefs ad nauseum..Into appearances or career blah blah blah boring...
Talk about feeling like aliens...not only feeling like an alien but also having these symptoms that incapacitate me and people look at me and see nothing wrong and then trying to explain my symptoms to others..another waste of time 'cause people can't understand what they're not experiencing..
Anyways..thanks mucho for your post!!! It's so nice my partner and I are NOT alone!!
Quickly wanted to tell my theory. I could be right or wrong..
ReplyDeleteSince these symptoms and experiences I kind of have the idea we're this one big mentally ill mind...this one big consciousness...and the only thing that exists are our thoughts...nothing exists like colors or form or our bodies or the universe...we just have these thoughts as this one big mind...so basically we are this one big NO-THING...and we can't deal with being this nothing..so what did we do? We split off into separate consciousness and we put ourselves in these "helmets" or ego character roles. Why? Because we are running away from the NO-THING-NESS that we are. WE WANT TO FORGET! WE WANT TO EXIST and that's why we created this illusion. So we can delude ourselves into existing. That's what ego is about. The sense-of-"I". That's the getting caught up in beliefs and this concept of who "I" am is...it's really an escape from the no-thing-ness that we ALL ARE.
That's the trap. We've created our own illusionary prison because we can't deal with being NO-THING. We've created illusion because we want to exist.
Anyways..
Hi All, Dear Souls!
ReplyDeleteIt is for me just the testing thing that we are all in, now.
My insecurities are also coming out fast. This thing I experience of getting lost in a block, this thing of being affraid and insecure in the middle of a sitting... at nites, this buzzing brain and the feelings in my arms, shoulders, back and legs. I try to breath and to breath out, knowing that it is a realeasing, trying not to react, and not to jump to my big mouth or to my fingers to react and respond. Hard for me. And so, when ever someone horns, I close the window and start jelling because I feel hipersensible and so on... but I do try not even to look at the one that is so loudly horning, and try to keep calm. It helps me a lot to take a tribune at codependent groups where I feel safe when I am too affraid and I write down my feelings, aswell. At least, I try to acknowledge them, so that I am more able to remeber moments like these and bring them to the Higher Power. Expectancies, experiencies, insecurities, expectatives... so much in my that has to be breath away! And knowing that it is very important for me to speak from me and from my experience, because I do tend to tell people what they should do... but have never, ever succeed... Hummmmm!
I wish you all sweet dreams and my very best to Lauren, and a big kiss! Good nite, folks!
Rín!
George,Bryan,Annon.I came here to see if YOU posted as Ive resonated to your ENERGY,since day one,I applaud you for being authentic and genuine,Ive been on this path since as long as I can remember and maybe theres a pod consciouness,we know our OWN kind,Everything you touched on from mental illness to the NO THING NESS have been the exact conversations my husband and I talk about,I have such a hard time verbalizing my deepest feelings,Words for me are a problem,But when youve shared yourself its as if Im having a comverstaion with a long lost family member or oldest friend,I do still cry however,I am very empathic and compassionate,I cried the other day after I accidently stepped on a caterpillar.Well ,I just want to thank you ,I feel your energy and LOVE it!
ReplyDeleteDesiree,
ReplyDeleteYou are a sweety for saying that!
It's wonderful to have people like yourself who actually understand what I'm trying to say (message) rather than fight me because what I say as a messenger runs contrary to their egoic beliefs. People defend egoic beliefs to the death (of the ego).
I really love having conversations about our existence and theories on what really is going on rather than just accepting the programming or mind control I've been downloaded with. Most in the new age movement just "tow the party line" but there are many of us who are actively questioning all we've been programmed to believe.
You might enjoy this guy's description of emotions versus feelings.
http://members.shaw.ca/burtharding/feelings.html
You know I was gonna mention even the movies now suck donkey balls. I watch them and since I'm no longer programmed it has taken the fun out of watching them. I watched a movie a couple months ago with the people we live with and they were laughing and crying at points in the movie where the director was manipulating people's thoughts/emotions with sentimentality to get them emoting. My partner and I just observed and found it strange. We didn't laugh or cry as everyone else was doing. Since we're out of the programming we no longer respond as those in the collective consciousness.
Thanks so much for your words! They mean alot to me!!!
Yes, watching movies is like just observing people's buttons being pressed. It can be depressing when you see that 99% of people seem to still be puppets. Press button A, you're happy. Press button B, you're sad. Who wants to live like that?? Most of the human race, apparently! :o(
ReplyDeleteAnd don't get me started on what people are programmed to call "love". God! Listen to any music lyrics. (No, don't! :))
I questioned this even in my early 20s. You've got a typical movie scenario, the hero rescues the young, pretty girl from the fire/sinking ship/fill in your disaster of choice. Everyone's going, 'Aahh, how brave, how selfless, see how he loves her.' No, it's NOT 'love.' It's pure self-interest. He wants the pleasure he thinks the stunning heroine may give him by being with him. That's desire, not love. If he were acting from real love - compassion - he might save the old man, or the fat, unappealing child; or the dog, come to that!
We'll know a global awakening is happening when we start hearing songs going, 'Baby, baby, I don't need you, baby, I'm perfectly happy within myself', lol. :))
Seems the theme tonight is love.
ReplyDelete"I see you and I find you beautiful."
"I trust you to not run away even though I've been a bit of a bitch."
"I can go a little further than I thought I could to make you feel okay."
"You carry a vibration that fills in the gaps in my energy field. I want to be with you right now."
What else? "You drain me, and I'm pretty much okay with that."
"I trust you."
Ha! "George" I thought you sounded like Bryan! Veddy veddy interesting...
ReplyDeleteKFreeman - also intersting, very poetic, where are these coming from?
I am actually in a place of not-quite-bitter loneliness right now. I feel like... I don't have a counterpart in life. "Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner" as the song goes...
I thought about romantic interests from the past. I thought about contacting them. It felt fruitless. It felt like, "well I know it would be just to try to trick myself that it's otherwise for me than what it is." It feels like I'm looking at the truth which I deep down knew all along, the truth that... I feel alone. And although it makes me cry with sadness and rage, I'm not fighting it right now. I mean, if this is how it is, this is how it is, right? Doesn't matter that I probably know people who would "go for me" given the opportunity - once they dug deep enough and saw what I was hiding, they'd run for the hills. Right? Haven't they always before? Or they've proven themselves to be assholes who couldn't care less about how I really feel. Doesn't matter that I seemed to have it once, only to find it wasn't "real" which is what I suspected from the start, and yet I still idealize those times... doesn't matter that I look at my siblings, my cousins, my friends, acquaintances, and they all appear to have "found someone," watching TV and movies and commercials it's everywhere, this image of "love" and "togertheness" that yes, I've tried for so many times and maybe I was foolish for holding myself back in the past when it seemed like it might have been transcendent, but also there was that feeling that I should hold back which must have been there for a reason?
I would like to get back to the point where I love just being me and just being around me and I don't feel the need for others to "fill gaps" as you just wrote, K. For the longest time I thought there was simply something wrong with me, and that if I could only fix that something, I would then become worthy of being loved. Sometimes people tell me they love me but if I don't feel it, then what's the point?
I say I'd like to be happy on my own but underneath that... I want to be happy with someone else. :-(
Not sure why I'm confiding all of this now but it's 12:41 in the morning on 10-10-10 so... why not?
I'm "Bryan" but post as "George" Ava because as I posted before I don't resonate with the name "Bryan" anymore. I'm using "George" until I find a more suitable name for myself.
ReplyDeleteI believe I've also posted about love before. I believe the illusive love is as everything else in this illusion...A HUMAN MIND CONSTRUCT which doesn't really exist.
I know I won't be popular for that statement because people want love like they want chocolate.
Really the term "love" in this illusion signifies energy feeding or sucking. Now when I see people kissing in movies I see people sucking each other's energy.
You could also view it as the search for that person out there that better reflects the positive aspects of my character. I'm falling in love with the better aspects of myself. Isn't that a Narcissistic act?
Honestly my partner and I view sex and love differently now. When we view a sex scene in a movie we fast forward that part out of no interest. If I were to watch porn now it would be like 2 dogs in heat. Not interested. When I watch romance now in movies it also seems rather silly. Kind of like someone had their arm cut off and they're desperately trying to reattach it...as though that other person that is the love interest is an important appendage.
I'm happy with my cheesecake or mint ice cream or a walk in the mountains of the pacific northwest.
Sex & love now take a backseat.
the system we are a part of will continue "creating" with or without our participation or permission.
ReplyDeleteactually, it is impossible for us not to participate. whatever we, as individuals, pay attention to is what it creates. that's what "It" does. energy flows where attention goes.
if we pay attention to love, it creates love. if we pay attention to lack, it creates lack. if we pay attention to symptoms, it creates symptoms. if we pay attention nothingness, it creates nothingness. if we choose to "step off of the karmic wheel" and watch the world go by, we are allowed to do so. if we are waiting around for the experience of abundance, we will continue to experience "waiting around for the experience of abundance." etc., etc.
once we realize that we have been in the process of being programmed by everyone and everything around us since birth, it then becomes our responsibility to take the wheel and decide what becomes our new programming. it is up to us to pick and choose what tools we wish to move forward with. or, we can just choose to delete our operating system all together and drift.
i can remember many mornings waking up and saying to myself "why is this still happening? why am i still here?" i understand the sentiments being expressed here. but every day we wake up. and every day "it" is still happening.
we must surrender to the knowledge that it will continue creating, regardless of what we do or don't do, and then point our vessels in the direction we want to go.
with everything we have learned, we must understand by this point that the responsibility of where it goes from here rests squarely on each of our shoulders. the "material world" will forever be a mirror of what's really going on inside of us. that is not an easy pill to swallow, but it doesn't make it any less true.
i am reminded of a line from a song: "life is what you make it. and if you make it death, well rest your soul."
pay attention to what you are paying attention to. the choice is yours in each and every moment.
Could be? Maybe not? I don't know? Not sure?
ReplyDeleteAll speculation...nobody knows...
It's the EGO that thinks it knows...
ReplyDeleteYou'll never know
You'll never get answers to questions you ask so pointless asking questions
It's the EGO that convinces you you've found the answer
It's the EGO that thinks it's in control.
That's why we have the new age mantra "You create your reality". It's the ultimate form of complete control.
Is it the reality? Nobody knows
A BELIEF DOESN'T MAKE IT SO!!!
that is the conundrum, is it not? :)
ReplyDeleteall i know for sure, and you and i have conversed about this before, is that the only thing i really have any control over is my perception of what is going on each and every moment.
what i don't have control over is what "the system" we are living in chooses to do with that "information."
it does seem that "the system" is pushing all of us to look at things in a new way. to "perceive" what is "going on" in a different way than we used to. it seems to be forcing us to take responsibility for where our minds have wandered in our pasts and where we allow them to wander now. it seems intent on each of us "defragmenting" our hard drives and deleting unnecessary files.
you are correct in saying none of us really "knows" what is going on here. but for whatever reason, it is going on. surrendering to wherever it is leading us seems to be the only viable option anymore.
could be? maybe not? who knows? not sure? :)
Yeah you're right..we have no choice but to surrender.
ReplyDeleteI don't know how many times I've met people who use Wayne Dyer DVDs/CDs. I warn them from the beginning that I know alot of people who have used those DVDs/CDs and saw their lives go "down the toilet". The last lady we lived with used them. The people we're currently living with use them. Guess what? The last lady we lived with had a party to raise money to pay her rent. The people we're living with are talking of living out of a trailer once they lose the house. So much for Wayne Dyer...
You know 6 years ago I was a "lone wolf crying in the dark" about my symptoms and financial difficulties. I got ridiculed for being shitty at manifesting and told that I needed to do this or that by new agers.
Fast forward 6 years and we've got many many people getting symptoms and financial difficulties. I've had those that ridiculed me 6 years ago contact me asking for advice.
Maybe it's my dream and you're a character in my dream? Maybe every character in my dream will change as I've changed.
But who knows?
Your statement "energy flows where attention goes. if we pay attention to love, it creates love. if we pay attention to lack, it creates lack. if we pay attention to symptoms, it creates symptoms. if we pay attention nothingness, it creates nothingness." is just theory and speculation the same as what I say is theory and speculation.
I didn't pay attention to lack to get lack. It just started one day. I didn't pay attention to symptoms to get symptoms it just started one day. I didn't pay attention to the nothingness, I just got an experience one day.
Now how did I get symptoms, financial lack and the experience of the nothingness when it wasn't even a thought in my mind? I had money and traded stocks. I had a body with no symptoms at all. I never considered being nothing. I was enjoying the mountains of Vancouver before all this shit just started happening??!!
I didn't give any of those things focus yet they just happened all on their own. lol
I like this point of view Chris, sounds like "Kryon" (who has the finest info to me) and i really find myself closer to freedom at every cycle i get back to it. Like an organic awareness...
ReplyDeletebecause, after all,
(my conclusion), we have two options: to let the energy finally flow by that "letting go" posture, through a start point of "acceptance" of these "transitory realities", or: choose to keep falling back into the ego's trap, that continuously claims for attention, torturing us within the old deceitful labyrint of intelectual shame (dualistic brain) and frustration.
Remembering the basic: choose the heart: feel Life's puzzle's pieces slowly fit together again and the Unconditional Love, that follows, bring Us peace. Choose the head: see the old fears and doubts come alive again to destroy the foundations (learnings) of an energetic bridge to the upper frequencies and parts of ourselves, as so to the other humans around.
In one key-word: ACCEPTANCE.
That's hard, but the only thing that has ever worked for me. Otherwise i feel feeding the black hole of the artificial mind again and again. Enough is enough.
Love is the answer
Renato
You have no choice other than to surrender.
ReplyDeleteBut get back to me on ACCEPTANCE when you are sleeping on a park bench in cold and wet weather.
If we're all reconnecting to what we are BEYOND FORM AND MIND then everything will be taken away one by one and we'll all be left naked and homeless with nothing. A state of total helplessness...
Oh yeah...love is a human mind construct = illusion
ReplyDeleteI wanted to say also there seems to be 2 traps in this illusion.
ReplyDeleteThe first one is the ego which we've talked about. Many of us are losing that which brings you to question yourself and your very existence and those beliefs you hold dear.
The 2nd biggest trap is the "physical body". I could lose my ego but still I get very cold sleeping outside and I get very hungry when I have eaten for days.
Ego is one thing. "Physical body" is another.
I remember Eckhart Tolle said he was sitting on a parkbench homeless feeling bliss. I don't believe him. I think he fed us that b.s. so he could sell books.
Happy thoughts sell books. Not honesty!
Even without the ego you still have your body to contend with and my body now gets cold below 75 Fahrenheit.
Whoever posted "energy goes where attention flows and what we resist persists" several days ago did me a great favor. It's an easy way to keep that understanding in front of me all day.
ReplyDeleteAva, you asked where those ideas on love came from. They're just various alternatives to "I love you" that came out as I was thinking of my experiences of love.
Of course, first and foremost is self-love, and that was included in my post, I guess most strongly in "I trust you." Besides, can any experience of love (with people, sexual or otherwise, animals, trees, sunshine, you name it) be anything other than Self-love?
And that last bit about being drained . . . well, we don't want that, do we? And I'm definitely learning how to walk that particular path. But the reference was in regard to my students. We've had an intense couple of weeks, and while I would have preferred to spend a little more time connecting with you guys, I felt I couldn't spare it. Another illusion, of course.
They've been turning in work due weeks ago, making up quizzes they missed by not attending class regularly, missing important material that they were tested on on the mid-term test, blaming me for their choices, etc. These are the developmental English students I mentioned in an earlier post. When I'm not on top of my game, that's a drain, and at the same time, what I experience with them is one of my definitions of love.
So now I'm down to the last 40 essays and 40 outlines to grade and mark, and mid-term grades have to be pulled together and posted tomorrow, and I went to a wedding yesterday and I have another one today. So that explains the "draining" comment.
Chris and Renato, your comments resonate strongly with me.
Kay
And for me a belief DOES make it so.
ReplyDeleteAva, I appreciate you showing yourSelf so honestly here.
Kay
For those of you interested. I'm now posting on Starwhisper's (SW) blog. I won't be posting here anymore. There are a couple other people posting there also.
ReplyDeleteWe want to leave Lauren's blog for commentary on Lauren's alerts/articles.
I hope SW won't be pissed off I posted her new blog on here.
Here's the link:
http://twyhunplugged.blogspot.com/
George,Thanks for the recommended reading on feelings verse emotions,Enjoyed it.!!I too live in the PNW and yes being homeless would be very uncomfotable here,I met a homeless man the other day in the parking lotIt was pouring rain of course.He was looking for money to buy some warm socks,At his first approach I thought Im running late and dont want to be bothered, but than my heart felt a strong tugging and I said well lets go in the store and buy some things ,I ended up spending some time afterwards with him as he was telling me his story.I REALLY loved this toothless drug addict.There was nothing I could do at this point ,My heart was in control, the Desiree person had someplace she was late for already. I asked him if it was possible for him to relocate somewhere else warmer.As I KNOW whats its like being homeless,as I grew up homeless in So Calif.with a mentally uncapable mother( who was incrediably awesome ) just not in providing .I lived in tents ,cars or loving peoples homes who would take us in,etc etc,from the 5th grade to the 11th.Always went hungry unless we found trees with fruit or someone ,usually someone we didnt know show us some kindness.Now this could be my illusion,I dont know or care but that experience shaped my entire life and was a blessing ,My siblings didnt feel the same and moved in with dad or relatives but I stayed until the 12th gr. when I was forced to move in with my stable father,which was horrible ,His frig was always full but his energy was mean and negative ,and Id rather have been homeless with my loving mentally ill mother ...because at the end of the day Love makes my belly full,I still dont or cant eat much food after all these years. but I look for love every step I take .not romantic love!, maybe it is a mind construct,but its the only thing in this illusion that Im not ready to give up. I dont need people to love me in return but I do really resonate to a smile AHH Its my cheescake..Just ramblings...
ReplyDeleteHi Desiree,
ReplyDeleteNice story and sweet of you to help the person!!
People don't realize what it's like. I lived outside briefly in Vancouver and it was cold and often wet. If you put yourself in other's shoes you can imagine what it's like. Where to poop in the morning? Where to eat? Where to sleep? We slept in Stanley Park initially but had skunks and racoons annoying us at night. It wasn't fun but it was an education!
Your story is the reason you helped that homeless person. You could emphathize because you have been in a similar situation. Most people ignore homeless people because they symbolize what could happen to them and it makes them afraid.
Often people tend to group with those that have experienced similar situations or experiences. That's why the fluffers and love & lighters tend to gravitate together and others wanting serious real discussion tend to head in the other direction.
People tend to go with those who share their programming or downloads. They want their beliefs confirmed. If you don't confirm their beliefs you become enemy #1.
Anyways thanks for your post!
In case you missed it. SW has started a blog for anyone who wants to talk about stuff other than Lauren's articles/alerts. I'll be there:
http://twyhunplugged.blogspot.com/
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteWhen I read this post I wrote down this portion: "After we emerge on other side of the 6 weeks of diagnostic testing, (read: reflections of our past and old emotional wounds presented to test our ability to remain neutral)" and put it up on my desk.
About a month ago I allowed someone to push my buttons to a degree that caused a reaction from an old me that I was gone! I saw it as a cleansing and an alert to the very thing that you wrote about.
But the key from this phrase that was so significant to me was 'our ability to remain neutral'. I know this, but apparently I didn't KNOW IT well enough. Sometimes, a word or a phrase spoken at the right time is the best re-mind-er.
A few days ago a test came through the same person who pushed those buttons last month and I have to say that I my response was neutral. Now I feel like me again.
I can never thank you enough.
Love, Alegria
Dear Clan,
ReplyDeleteI just read a few posts talking about symptoms- so here we go with some words on `The Science of Ascention Symptoms` link: http://thomas-pafe.blogspot.com/
The Energies are getting more interesting - I found a few Eggs in my garden yesterday evening & this morning.
tom.
Hi all,
ReplyDeleteWell I sure am tired of all the energy symptoms!
I found it very intense the last 2 weeks. Today I actually feel better....that is ...at least my head is not pounding!.....for now anyway...
I have to say though...this last 6 months has been better than the last 3-4 years....still sucks....but not as sucky
Is that why it has been a little quiet here?
Is everyone smacked down?
Hang in there the best you can, do what feels good for you, take a bubble bath, drink some beer, eat some..(lots)..of chocolate...what ever you do to help you get through this electrical storm.
Thinking of you all...we will get through this! Love and peace
OH-Tom, what do you mean that you found eggs in your garden?...the reason I ask is, I found a broken egg shell in my garden spot....
I have no clue how it got there.
Hi, Tom and SW, just had a quick look at your blogs. I'm overwhelmed right now with 3D concerns, but I'll get back to them as soon as I can. Love to you guys, Kay
ReplyDeleteEverything is changing very quickly by now! I feel so hassled by fatigue and a fair amount of physical pain and skin irritations though I can't see anything or get diagnosed with anything. That's not news, but it's really escalating moment by moment almost. I still cannot bypass my bad habits of food addiction or not being able to get to bed, even though I amd very tired and have to work the next day. BUt I am able to handle it that this is who I am right now and finally, that's really okay. The ordinary things that used to be so important such as having a partner, making money, knowing what my week will be like in advance, meeting goals, setting goals even...sex, or romance, or even seeing favorite tv shows are all no longer relevant. It's weird but manageable.
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ReplyDeleteHello Kay,
ReplyDeleteif the point of view i brought here ressonated inside you, maybe you find it far more clear and closer to its "core meaning" by accessing: kryon.com
Lauren you are so right...
i hope the Pleiadians give me another "round" to show them my "neutrality"...lol.
(better now - less english errors...)
Love to all here
Renato - brasil
Cindy: Just another way to say I found two Treasures.
ReplyDelete- My symptoms have diminished by like 50% frequency + intensity (10/10 went for sports in 6months)
- I got a breakthrough with my publishing work – been block since Jan.(11/10)
As Lauren puts it: I`m having fun with my new Toy (the window of experimentation is dynamic)
Kay: See you in heaven and pls find time to complete the blog – you will definitely find Lauren`s Ribbons.
tom.
Hi Tom, That is to funny...I never heard that expression before!....so my egg is just a egg....brought by some critter....ha,ha,ha!
ReplyDeleteI am so happy you are getting a breakthrough!
I feel so much better too...My creativity is even coming back too!
I wont hold my breath...but it would be nice to have some forward movement!
For now... I totally enjoy NOT having a pounding head!!!
Love and peace
Your English is impressive, Renato. If we were trying to do this in Portuguese, where would we be?!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the mention of Kryon. I always get a lot from the Kryon messages--Lee Carroll and David Brown naturally have different filters the messages are coming through, but they both speak to me. In fact, this article of Lauren's reminds me of their work. Although she doesn't specifically mention harvesting DNA knowledge, it seems to me to be just other words for the same phenomenon, particularly with the PHC's and Kryon's emphasis on "these are your tools; now learn how to work with them."
They're also reminiscent of the Tobias messages from I guess last year and earlier.
Thanks, Tom. I do want to have a closer look at your blog. A major hurdle was crossed this morning, so I hope to have more time to play soon. But, really, if I don't look at this other stuff as playing, too, I'll be missing out all the way around!
Later. Kay
Also delighted with your breakthrough, Tom, and returning creativity, Cindy.
ReplyDeleteKay
Wow! So much going on here in theses posts! First thank you Lauren for your awesome kinection to this upbeat info. I read and re-read the science of it and then it just morphed into my heart and I "got it" without the mind if that helps anyone. It is almost as if you have to "absorb" it with the body and soul as a whole after you read it with your miond- Like whole body telepathy you could call it! ( I think-no I KNOW this is how the PHC and other Federation of Light FOL works) I have had many dreams where the star beings converse to me all night in this manner..
ReplyDeleteRichard what you said was truly spot on. I have battled with self-love (still do) and I feel it is very important to truly find ways to love yourself. I am going through the fat thing too Ava ( and with no reason I feel-but after reading these posts aha! there is a much a higher reason!). When someone says that it is mumbo jumbo or Ego to love oneself that is such an old explanation with no validity. Of course we ARE LOVE-the "stuff" we are all made from! Yes we are going to Oneness but how do we get there??? From A right to Z??? No! There are stages and steps and a very important step on this ladder to Higher Frequency, Ascension or as my 4 yr old calls it: the Higher Earth IS SELF -LOVE. In other words, SELF-LOVE is a pre-requisite to Ascension in this school we are in. And the first step to that is to FEEL. If everyone reading this would just stop for one moment and FEEL with your mind- your Heart. Put your attention on the feeling in your heart area. For those that feel nothing, no tingle, no heat, no love, no nothing, I would say you have much more work to do. Because at this stage of the game the heart chakra should be wide open and whirling, spinning out and up all the crap. The heart resonates at a higher frequency than the brain (500 mhz I think?) It is our source of thorough cleansing. I bet almost all of you on this post felt something. If you didn't well, you probably need an EKG..lol! joke :)
Love to ALL
A Starry Sister Sarah Tess
Oh, thank you Chris...is very uplifting to hear this from someone whose birth language is english.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, i completely agree with the comparison made between Kryon and the Pleiadians...i think that when this kind of synchronism ocurr, it's a real sign of authenticity of the info shared.
Indeed guys, i'm also feeling some relief these last days, but still too slow for my taste...hehe. It keeps making me wonder...
will it be the final purging of this monumental old "layer"?
I hope so!
Renato
Oops! I mean, thank you KAY! lol......
ReplyDeleteI think i will look at this as part of my personal symptons...
(sorry Chris)
Renato
For those of you in foreclosure I'm posting temporarily here so you can read a yahoo article that I've posted on the link below. You can delay foreclosure by filing motions with a lawyer unless you live in a state that doesn't use the courts for foreclosure process. In most states though you can get a lawyer for $1500 roughly as a flat one-time fee to fight foreclosure. You can demand the note from the bank as well as using other delay tactics! Many banks have sold the mortgages in bundles called MBS (mortgage backed securities). They don't even have the paperwork!! Our neighbour has been staying in his home for 2 years because the bank can't produce the note!!!
ReplyDeleteAnyways the article is here on SW's blog:
http://twyhunplugged.blogspot.com/
YES!! This post resonates with me so highly it's beyond words. I sat and meditated last night. Usually I tune into my heart, but my body told me that my heart is fine. It's my head that's causing me problems. I felt that it is being reworked and even got the information to tune it to higher intelligence so that I can trust my head again. AND last week my core emotional wound came bouncing into my reality clear as day. I even went to a therapist thinking I needed therapy to clear this from me. The therapist essentially told me I don't need therapy, lol! I know now that I'm simply in the flow of the divine plan. All is well as long as I continue to allow. Thank you, Lauren!
ReplyDelete"I am hearing that these next six weeks will be actively potent as we undergo the changes needed to make the transition into the material phase of conscious co-creation through divine transfiguration...the process of dying to the past so as to be reborn into a higher expression of consciousness."
ReplyDeleteHey Lauren...is our 6 weeks up yet....
Are we there yet, are we there yet!!???
It's been a long road trip....
can we at least have a one night stop at a fancy hotel, relax and have some fun!!
Can we, can we...P L E A S E.....
Love and peace CJ
Hey, Cindy. You're the one who keeps us smiling and chuckling to ourselves. Lauren's pretty good at that, too, with her zingers that make you laugh out loud.
ReplyDeleteBoy, the last 24 hours have been more intense for me than I can remember in a long time, integrating that amazing new energy, really knowing this body is dying to its old form, feeling it as a kind of death.
The amazing thing is that conscious creation really is right here as an option. In every moment. As a choice. Wow! I suppose it always has been, but I'm just now really understanding how it works.
I think we ARE there/here, by the way, every millisecond we choose to be, regardless of the great distress the body still experiences. (I realize that just saying that creates distress in the body! Don't know how to talk about it with creating it.)
Anyway, keep shining your light, our peacemaker.
Kay
Cindy/kay: Jump in and start swimming/navigating - I guess we are in it already. It would appear our cocreation skills are fast coming back into place; like our Driver recently put it: a window of experimentation – playing with our new toys. About a week ago, I dashed in with two big items and interesting enough they both manifested just like a joke - I could`t believe my eyes. The first item was something physical/material so no problem with the verification, but the second was both physical and etheric so I asked my guides to confirm in my dreams as it has always been the case and yours truly, the dream did not show up but the item was lucidly validated by a mail in my box this morning (a skill I had lost some 2yrs back). Just sharing the healing and joy to light our paths. tom.
ReplyDeleteThe same thing has happened to me this week..I was hesitant to share and wanted more proof.Could it be ,are we back in action? EXCITING !
ReplyDeleteMe, too, Desiree and Tom. Things are happening, and it apparently has a lot to do with MUCH more acceptance and MUCH less resistance. (As we've been hearing all along!)
ReplyDeleteKay
Hi
ReplyDeleteKay, Tom, Desiree....I am sooo happy for you all that some things are coming your way!!!!!
For me it has come, that I am not in as much pain as before and I feel so much lighter (not weight though! ugh) but I feel this scene of joy and excitement!!! Yahoo! Perhaps we can actually start living again!
Lauren...I still would like a stop over at a fancy hotel!! I would like a water view room... can be ocean or lake...
Will you pull this rig over and make the reservations...... PLEASE.....PLEASE.....PRETTY PLEASE...
Love and Peace
with chocolate on the pillows
ReplyDeleteOh good Kay...can't forget the chocolates...
ReplyDeletemaybe those nice big plush bath robes too..
It does, in fact, feel like a huge rig we're on. Just trundling on through. I didn't stop to look up that word, but I think it might be English.
ReplyDelete"Yes" to bathrobes and mini-bottles of booze and shampoo and little bars of soap and cable and room service and Wi-Fi and whatever else our hearts desire.
That's where we are . . . what our hearts desire. Do I really want to keep playing the control game? The authority game?
It's not my usual stance, but I can still do it; I can still kiss butt a little. I can still just stand there and listen politely when I'm bored to death and find it an utter waste of my time. Is that a sell-out?
I can still play the authority card in class. Is that a sell-out?
Can anyone really pull the rug out from under me just because I don't own the real estate?
And whose real estate is it anyway? Telsey's? Percy's? Hunter's? (various cats I know) Ned's? Sam's? Monkey's? (various dogs I know) Gracen's? Presley's? Bella's? Andrew's? Patrick's? (we call him Poppy) William's? David's? Anna's? etc. etc. etc. (various beloved nieces and nephews and "great" varieties thereof)
With all this mushy, fluffy, rambling stuff, you'd think I was back in the day when . . . .
I'll just throw this out there and see who bites.
No Kay...your not selling out...just passing the time....playing along in this game.
ReplyDelete"With all this mushy, fluffy, rambling stuff, you'd think I was back in the day when" . . . .
I WAS HOME
Hey Lauren....where are you???
You didn't check into that fancy hotel without us did you????
Love and peace
Right, Cindy, WHEN WE WERE HOME.
ReplyDeleteAnd all this other stuff seems like such a distraction. It's the distractions that keep trying to get me (keep me) down. Like the issue of not owning the land I live on--that's where I can get insecure. And when I get insecure, I get denser; then the physical difficulties kick in.
So I'd like to get back to this article, which speaks volumes to where we are right now.
Starting from the top:
--The information center for 5D processing, which we've been rewired for (and haven't we felt it with all the head stuff going on!), allows for a conscious data exchange between our new and our old selves. "Conscious" seems the operative word here, all about the "adaptation from separation to unity thinking." Pure alchemy.
--The pituitary and pineal glands merging (again, all the intense head stuff)though I haven't yet been able to exactly pinpoint where that's going on. I think of the pituitary as in the front and the pineal as closer to the back and a little lower, but I'm experiencing intense reworking on the left and the right and higher and lower and pretty much all over my head. And I'm guessing that's an explanation for the ear and sinus and teeth discomfort.
But to get away from a purely physical perspective, it's the merging of the masculine and feminine, "the sacred marriage of the galactic-human." ". . . merging the divine masculine energy of matter, structure and physical form with the divine feminine energy of inspired cosmic creativity . . . " Now that's something to write HOME about, as if they didn't already know!
--The next six weeks of diagnostic testing to see if we can remain in neutral. That's the trick, isn't it? "There is much to learn," they say.
Sidebar: telephone call just now, family invitation for tonight, worn out, refused it but with some guilt . . . DIAGNOSTIC TESTING and how to remain in neutral while staying authentic. It's tricky, all right.
--The morphogenetic fields, quantum fields of potential, the fluid fields of intelligence that create form, "respond rapidly to vibrational resonance without the limitations or restrictions of time or space." Instant manifestation. And we're already rewired to play in those fields. So I could in fact conjure up the energy and desire to go out tonight or just stay in and watch Keeping Up Appearances and As Time Goes By, as I was so looking forward to.
In any case, if we choose "mental disconnection from the karmic grid of causal creation," if we've accepted a demarcation point beyond which we create anew without reference to the old structures (guilt and shame, for example!), then in this moment in time, perfect peace and joy and balance are not only possible, but it is the only imaginable outcome.
--The body thinks. The tension in my body is telling me at the moment that this was a mistake or that was a mistake or something else will have been seen as a mistake if I don't do such and such and such. So how to bring the physical, emotional, mental, spiritual bodies all into allignment? Since we've been talking more about symptoms here than methodology, I'll just throw all this stuff out there, knowing that it only perpetuates the old version of self.
Jim Self spoke a couple of weeks ago about working with the gamma brain waves, the neutral space where pure creation occurs, undoubtedly the same as the morphogenetic fields. It's just a matter of learning how to do that.
One last point from the article, "resonance creation is a result of total vibrational alignment . . . meaning, sans discrepancy between what we think and what we feel." And it's not an emotional feeling; it's a sensory knowing.
Lauren, you and the PHC gave us an enormous amount of material to work with here. Thank you again for your untiring efforts.
It's disheartening to see some very beautiful, sincere, beloved souls being duped yet again. What do you do? Just leave it alone? Write it off to soul/spirit contracts? That would suggest the presence of spirit on BOTH sides.
ReplyDeleteOur warrior days are over, right?
Utopian communities have been sabataged before by the spiritless egoists, the clever mimickers, the empty cardboard cutouts, the energy vampires, the manipulators, the matrix agents . . . do I dare say the dark forces?
Well, this is not our first time 'round; we weren't born yesterday. Down deep we know the ropes and the ruse.
Night all. I know you're checking in. Kay
Can i sugest a so much "fun time therapy" to those of you which were, like me, desperate to link and sinck all these fearfull-boring to death "facts" of 3/4D life with the golden perspective of our glorious (not judgemental) Higher Selves?
ReplyDeleteWell, i sugest you to sit down by your pc or note-book, put your headphones on, turn off the lights, and begin to watch (bit by bit) the entire two seasons of David Lynch's "TWIN PEAKS"...remember?
I'm suspect for sugesting this because i'm a huge fan.
Anyway, i like to watch it as a sofisticated artistic sinthesys of the Human theater of pain and joy we've been playing along over the Mother Earth stage.
Very, very much inspiring... though it has lots of "dark humor" with delicious cheese & cinical approaches...mmmmmm
in other words, a metaphoric mirror, a masterpiece that can be very healing if you allow yourself to tune in with.
Just one more tip:
For those who like JON ANDERSON's music,
i'd like to share the link to a tribute-video called "Change We Must", made by 11 artists from all over the world, me included(Skyfox8)
www.changewemusttribute.com
(A Jon Anderson Tribute)
You can find the entire two seasons of Twin Peaks in the youtube: "Twin Peaks - Pilot"
Enjoy!
See you there guys...(HOME)
Renato
It's been very quiet and still here....
ReplyDeleteWhere is everyone??
Is this the calm before the storm....
Cindy: I guess everyone is busy with 1+1 - logic, rehearsing; loooking for their tools - shaman`s bag.
ReplyDeleteKay: I can relate - ear, teeth & sinus tones.
tom.